bdazzle

2011-10-10T08:10:00.000-07:00

Timecheck: 11.10pm, 10sept
On d 2nd sept, my lil princess turned a mth old.
How time flies.
It feels like jus yest i jus gv birth to her.
D feeling is amazing to watch d lil one grow up.

Confinement finishing real soon.
Dat means i've to go back wdls to my in-laws.
Its not dat i hated dem.
But its nicer to stay wif ur own fam.
I still hate my dad for dis.
Bcos of him dat our house hvto b sold.
If not, i wud b staying wif mom & sis happily.

I was brought up frm a broken fam.
But i wasnt left in darkness.
I was happy tho.
Mom has been both my mom & dad to me.
Her sacrifices, her loves knows no boundaries.
She has nvr failed to giv me support, stay by my side.
Showered me wif her love endlessly.
She's d best motha i cud eva ask for.
Wif her sickness, she's still staying strong to face it.
I love u ma, i really do.
If only we hv a house of our own, we sure be 1 happy fam.
Wit my hubs & ur grand dotta.
Dun b sad ok?
Or i will not hav d courage to b away from u.

No1 knows wad lies behind every smiles.
Only god.

2011-09-24T09:26:00.000-07:00

Timecheck: 12.26am , 25sept

On 1st sept, basically 4th day of syawal, at 7am.
Felt watery feeling dwn unda.
Told hubs, he asked me to go toilet & dbl confirm.
Yes, my waterbed jus burst.
No pain, No panicking, told d in-laws, as usual, ol got panic.
D uncle of his sent us to KKH.
Was in d observation ward for cervix check.
Guess wad?
I was jus 2cm open!
Contractions plus pain started wen i was from 3cm onwards.
From 11plus till 5plus in d aftn.
At 5plus in d aftn, i was jus 4cm open.
My cervix opened quite slow, so dey induced me.
Dats wen d real pain attacked.
At 8pm, I was crying in pain, opt for epidural.
Asked hubs for opinion, n he allowed.
Epidural taken, baby's heartbeat started to b quite slow.
Not consistent.
Doc told us by 11plus, if baby's heartbeat stills slow, emergency c-sect hvto b done.
C-sect done, baby's out by 1238am on d 2nd sept.

I thank god for this wondaful babygirl.
She's now d light to ol darkness in my life.
Tho it hurts to bring her to d world,
D pain & sacrifice are ol worth it.
Mama love u alot, Eva Erynna.

2011-09-21T21:24:00.000-07:00

Timecheck: 12.24pm , 22 Sept

2nd post for d day!
Too free i guess?
Baby Eva still having her beauty slp.
I feel so fresh!
Tho i din slp d whole nyte yest.
Baby Eva was abit cranky.
Din wana close her eyes to slp.
Woke up at 9plus, bathed Baby Eva & myself.
So now we're ready to slp back. No?
I miss goin out, damns.
12 oct seems so long.
D date my confinement over.
N i cn eat wad i want, do i want.
No restrictions, No Jamu ol over my body & face.
No more bengkongs.
N i really hope my wound will heal fast.
Hubs been asking me to takecare of my belly.
Avoid flabbyness.
He's very particular u see, so yea.
I love d feeling of bein a motha.
D responsibilities, d love to share for my dotta.
Ok random.

2011-09-21T12:01:00.000-07:00

Timecheck: 3.01am, 22nd Sept.

I was happily enjoying my singlehood.
Partied every week.
Drank till drunk.
Guys.
On d otha min, I got married & blessed wif a beautiful dotta.
Time passed so fast dat i cdnt catch up.
Everything happened in dis year itself.

He was d same guy i shunned away afta breakup.
We failed in our rship many times.
We broke our engagement once.
But still, he has nvr leave my heart.
Not even once.
Nvr did i realise, he was d one.
D one im gona live my life wif.
N so, we got married on d 4th May.
Solemnised at ROMM.
Sanding of d girls side at PSA Club on 28th May.
While guys side at MPH Wdls on 29th May.

Soon afta, we were blessed wif a beautiful dotta.
Whom we named Eva Erynna.
Born by C-sect, 17hrs, 1238am at KKH.
Weighing 3.5kg at d point of birth.
Baby Eva is now 3 weeks old.

Im thankful to god for blessing me wif a darling husband,
n a beautiful dotta.
Nothing more i cud ever ask for.
For dey r now, my everything.